My Dear Lola,
It’s been 3 days and you’re freaking out. You just went through almost a full month and it was rather easy. Granted you were on medication and were told you couldn’t drink, but it’s almost like that made it easier. Like you had a reason or excuse – a hard line. It’s time to just jump in cannonball style and sink or swim. Do like you do, run to the store and buy all the toys, books, bells, whistles – prepare. Develop a plan for when your inner demon starts screaming. Run through your mind how you will handle each moment. Then be prepared to throw all that shit out the window and deal with things 1 minute at a time. Treat you like you would treat a dear friend and not like an unwanted child you have beat down your whole life.
Good luck , you got this – Me
Lola Trying 
It sounds like you are on the right track and doing well – keep going, and don’t be afraid to reach out to others for help!
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Thank you very much – I’m going to give it a go anyway 🙂
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Drop me a line by email if you need someone to talk to. I’m sober 12 months now though it’s not been easy getting to that point! Experimentsinfiction@protonmail.com
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You have no idea how much that means to me, I really appreciate it.
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Your experience with the angel and the demon really reminded me of me!
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